I have plenty of defects, of character, technique, execution and delivery. These flaws exist in every part of who I am and what I do. My view is a narrow one, the world I acknowledge small. I do the same things over and over again, treading water. I need to broaden my view, take in new media, ferociously attack my own flaws in an attempt to fix them instead of barking about those of others. Mostly I need to focus and act, and stop making excuses or misdirecting. I need to live giving everyone the benefit of a doubt, and be less suspicious and pessimistic. I need to live with hope and the belief that change and progress are possible again.